nope. you're just confused.

 


this song makes me think. </lj-embed>yes, think. 
& the video is absolutely adorable! xD

 when your stuck @ home with a stinkin' flu, what do you do ? O: 

uh.. 
option 1: sleeeeeeep
option 2: eat
option 3: shooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooop

* the longest answer is the correct answer, if you still cant tell
-_-  


just look at the fucking jacket & shoes =3

i want D< 
everything costs more than USD $150 lah 
bloody recession(fck, i dont even know how to spell it!)
I WANT I WANT. 
I WNA MOVE TO USA & BUY ALL THIS BABYS NOW. 

ok ignore me, im just throwing a whiny bitch fit. 
& im simply here to upload these pictures so if i ever strike oil, i will buy the whole wetseal store. 
just.you.wait

Never lie, steal, cheat, or drink.
But if you must lie
lie in the arms of the one you love
If you must steal
Steal away from bad company
If you must cheat
Cheat death its self
And if you must drink
Drink in the moments that 
take your breath away

                                                                                                                        -Hitch 

ok, i found a nice, not really about LOVE quote for v'day (:

dumb pictures in school, fucking unglam & fat face. 
ugh! @_@





More unglam + fat faces once i got home. 





 THIS IS MY not-so-awesome BROTHER
someone thought this was my son(wtfomfg935u78345 -_-) & someone else thought this was my boyfriend(fuck?!)
oh pleaseeeeeeeee, although i must say there's no resemblence at all. 
zen: sharp face, sharp nose
anzu: fat face fat cheeks fat nose. 
why he get all the good genes?! =3

anyway, boring day. 
I JOGGED FOR 40 MINUTES TODAY NON-STOP LAH IM SO FUCKING PROUD OF MYSELF o:
thats a v'day present to myself, finally exercising again after 392739 years :X

then i went out with friend
watched a dumb movie, gahgahblahblah, spaz in the middle of the mall -_-
thanks for the present & damn insulting+dumb card (:
i thanked you alrdy hor, thus i must be forgiven for leaving so early to go home -_-
i wasnt feeling well loooooooooooor, sorry. 
but thanks. 
i cant believe im being nice.

v'day is broke day (as quoted from melody) 
this is the first damn year i made cards hor! xD
thanks to everybody for the nice presents & cute cards. 
although cannot compare to how much 'miss popular' mandyL got lor O:

last but not least ...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LINGXIN & TRICIA (: 
both of your stay pretty & smart & old ok. 

here's my valentine's date & he forever will be
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make a wish (you know like all the dumb junk mails go).

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TADA.

he is the cutest date ever worhsxzxzxzxz!
pardon my freakin ugly + twit face here, attention on the rabbit please. 

*Laugh like a m.a.n.i.a.c. 
Cry like there’s no tomorrow
lie °obviously° 
do things totally randomly: 
because life’s too short to be :b.o.r.i.n.g.

The pictures will do the talking. 

DISCLAIMER: 
any fat faces/black faces/ugly faces/ faces may induce puking or scare the shit out of you (especially the black faces)
scared already? O: 

 
P.S: this is the only normal + WHITE picture okay








HORNS O: 





vanessa is gna kope my pictures (< 
BWAHAHAHA. 

 

 one dance, one look, one kiss--

that’s all we get.
Just..
One shot, to make the difference
between happily ever after and
ohh..hes just someone  I went
to some place with once.

-Hitch

ugh. i hate it sooooooooooo much when i bitch about someone & the next day that person is all nicey to me. 
not good at all. 

basically, school's DARN boring. & surprisingly, im actually looking forward to JACK's lesson leh! 
cause i really wna show her my dulan face O: 
& people say she did it to fann's ELIT group too. 
childish or what luh -_- 
so big(NOSTRILS & SIZE wise) + scary(EVERYTHING wise) 

aiya basically this post is to say...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LINY/LINDY/DUMBSHIT. 
hahahaha. 
aiya, i have nth to say to you, just stay pretty. 
* runs off to find unglam&ugly pictures of lindy * (x
& STAY OLD.

love, Anzu. 

thank God i have always disliked you, so you being all proud about your misdeeds dont 'wow' me. 
infact, they dont 'wow' anybody so why dont you keep them to yourself & let them fuck you up on the inside.

& people likes stealing my badges Dx 

HI.
ANYWAY, FUCK THE JACK.
it even sounds nice. 
like FUCK & JACK were meant to be in a sentence together. 
fuck the jack, fuck the jack, geddit? 

HAPPY BIRTHDAY XINYING. 
i forever love you. 
your the best sister anyone can get & of course with me being the best MEIMEI(wtf so act cute) you can everevereverever have. 
HAH. thanks for your super sweet reply on your birthday! 
i hope you stop growing taller & chio-er, its intimidating & scarayeeeeeeeeeee! 
but i still love you. 
thus im dedicating loads of what we call 'pigus' to you. 
<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3

RANDOM PICTURES:

 
FUCK THE WUSHU PERVERT THAT SNIGGERED AT DEBORAH.




quan jia fu.

the pig is H***U, the lion is BELLA, the frog is Y*****G, the elephant is EDWARD! 
they are finger puppets O: 

melody was all porny @ macs so she took her EDWARD & NOSE-FUCKED my H***U!
keep all your stuff toys/keychains away from her! 


little dumb H***U sitting on a rocking horsey, F-U-C-K-I-N-G! 
total randomness.


YOUJIN WITH HER DAMN EX BUT CUTE PATRICK, ME WITH MY ULTRA COOL SPARTAN BLUE SWORD-LIKE THINGY, MELODY WITH SOME YELLOW SQUIRTY THINGY + DAMN CUTE HEAD ARMOUR/GEAR/ ANTLERS(sp?)
!

support B.O.D
with love, roses on head.


need i explain more? 

& then we 'pangseh-ed'  youjin with brandon at his tuition O: 
ITS SMALL & THE TEACHER SOUNDED ANNOYED @ US D: 
besides, if we went in brandon would have gotten hell alot of popular vouchers! )< 
so we went to macs & slacked but there was this scary aunty.

so we ended up doing this: 

see, janxiong damn gay 


& this. 
well more of bitching & looking for lost boxers. 
boxers = underwear NOT EQUALS to 箱子 ok! 

then blah, i peed, then drank stuff, then bitch, then peed again. 
you get the point. 

FUN, I LOVE 3L (x 

& WALAO I LIKE RATS CNT UH, WHO ARE YOU WHY NO NAME. 
orh hor, you vandalise my comments area. 
I GIVE YOU DEMERIT POINT! 
*acts all high&mighty like JUNE YEO*
miie sho0 scaredz w0rrhszxz!

FUCK YOU LAH JACK! 
ps: JACK means something, figure it our yourself (: 
give you a clue it has ass, kia, cheebye & june inside!

& SRY LAH RON/RONNIE/GAYKIA/FAGGOT/RENDA!!! 
i nvr blog cnt ar. CANNOT AR. 
see
HAPPY BIRTHDAY! 
fuck you lah, go away. 

pink DAMN bimbo braces thanks to vanessachua O: 

*im now annoyed @ june all over again ): 

i went for dim sum in the MORNING. 
#1 its in the morning!!! i had to wake up early(9am) 
sucks
#2 DIMSUM is good. but i was fucking hungry & the queue was fucking long so i had to fucking wait. FUCK! 
yay i just used 4 fucks.
& everybody knows i get super cranky when im hungry so i was rude to my ama. 
now i feel bad ): 

  
then i had to clean this cranky fella's cage. 
he was damndamndamn cranky today, so i got a little annoyed at him. 
my brother scared him so he went to hide under the bed. 


look! all the scribblings on the paper! 
& i STUDIED! 
because i suddenly remembered JB said there isnt gna be hanyupinyin O: 
so i got a little bit scared. 

ok so today basically sucked. 
my mother is being such a pms-ing bitch right now. 
& i swear she is annoying as hell. 

"now i happy cannot ar?" 
"your doing your homework & what?!" 
"YOUR NOT ALLOWED TO GO OUT ON WEEKENDS OR WEEKDAYS ANYMORE" (walao just say not allowed to go out everyday la, say till so long) 
"YOU THINK YOU VERY SMART AR?" 
in this house, i am the smartest lor -_-
'"YOUR TOES ARE VERY UGLY!" 
wtf lor, like that also wna say me -_- 

3L'09 OUTING.
lets just say the people i expected to go didnt & people i didnt expect to go did.
> Debo, Yj, Van, Melody, Lingxian, Jeremy, Johan, Brandon, Shawn(sp?)

ktv is a major ripoff! fine maybe we are just poor

so it was truth&dare + bowling + arcade for around 4 hours. 

T&D WAS THE BEST LUH. 
super fun! we should totally do it again lor. 
vanessa tried to 'sell' herself for $20; melody starjumped(more like springing out of nowhere)&rolled on the floor which was fucking hilarious!; youjin tried to ask for angbao from some old man & i was made to get some random woman to take my picture. 
truth was basically would you rather fuck _________ or _________ :O !

BOWLING.
sucks balls. 
this is why i always sat and watched when friends/family bowled. 
i think i deserve the title of gutter-queen luh. 
aiming + estimation skills SUCKS. 
so bah. 
BUT thanks to everybody  for never once laughing at my dumbness & all the super nice hugs even if i gutter-ed.  esp melody & vanessa for coaching & being so damn patient! <3
my score? lets just say you have enough toes & fingers to count it & i got the lowest score.
duh )x

ARCADE.
was random luh.
& FUN
i found another machine which i can splurge on! <3

youjin thinks we should form a clique! i agreed .

&& i have this new obsession.
&&& im never gna tell anyone.
&&&& i cant live without not telling anyone so
^*( ! %# !& )*#%##^2 &!^@ (*@)#!!!
there. decode it.

today i was totally shitty to her.
i was as rude as she wants me to be, SO SUCK IT UP MAN.

just because of what you said, im not even gonna try hard anymore. 
yes, guilty as charged, i admit to being a fag that day, hell, i wasnt even feeling well.
i would probably have felt better if you hopped off and started fucking yourself in the middle of the parade square. 
keywords: FUCKING YOURSELF. 

firstly hor, have you ever thought that, the reason i dont 'CARE' is because your there. 
maybe you should just disappear, then it will make us care(: 
since your willing to do so much for the band<3

seriously. if you have a problem with me, come talk it out with me la
BLOGBLOGBLOG. 
& still talk to me so nicely. hypocrite or what. 
"monkey see monkey do"
im blogging as a reply to your NUMEROUS fucking posts. 
thus, we are now of equal status. 
LOSERS that hide behind the computer screens. ): 
im fine with being a loser/queen but being of an equal status with you, is enough of a blow to kill me. 
& guess what, im willing to take that blow BECAUSE I CARE. 
isnt that what you wanted all alot, someone to- CARE? 

i was willing to give my all for the upcoming SYF. 
ask vivian/vanessa. i was. 
they told me i was crazy/stupid/dont be lame liao la/are you fucking kidding me O: 
i probably havent shown it WELL enough yet. 
but DONT. i mean DONT & NEVER expect me to hop into the room going 'IM ALL READY TO GIVE MY ALL TODAY. ZOMFG I LOVE 大家! '

we all show our passion in different ways. 
i  always use my parents as an excuse. 
hello, i have divorced parents. & i say it here
i dont fucking like to get into a squabble with them both at the same time, but guess what. 
it happened numerous times thanks to - BAND. 
yay. 
& im always stuck in the middle. 
my mum would be 'quit band, im gna call the school'
my dad would be 'leave for band early, i want to bring you out for dinner' 
I DONT FUCKING SEE MY DAD EVERYDAY. 
& at times i make up excuses bout me having to go for tuition so i can go for dinner with my dad. 
SO FUCK YOU IF YOU THINK YOUR A MAJOR KNOW IT ALL. 

im fucking rude ): 
ok that i admit, everyone pretty much says that so YAY. 
& you being your all so ANGELIC self aint rude at all.
of course, bitch isnt a rude word. 
of course calling others bitches isnt rude. 
of course by doing so, you are respecting your batchmates & GOSH your very good friend VIVIAN.
& yes i dont have any manners because im too busy being self absorbed. 
so fuck off and go be jealous somewhere else. 

if you wna scold me, come. 
like srsly, cause by doing so you are respecting me. 
'I LIKE SO TOTALLY APPRECIATE IT! YOU HAVE SO CHANGED MY MIND ABOUT BAND, FROM TODAY ONWARDS, I WILL WORK HARD<3" 
& by scolding me you will get what you want! 
me working hard, you HAPPy-ING O: 
isnt it? (x 
not gna happen 

always assuming your right. 
i mean, of course your always right!
with so much love for something, you can NEVER go wrong. 
aye, my sentimentals exactly. 
so can you make me a crown now, cause you were right to say i am a queen. 
thanks, im flattered. 

yes, im making myself sound as pathetic as possible, as pathetic as you think i am. 
see, you got what you wanted.

now just suck it up your fucking pansy & go fuck yourself. 
because i dont think you need ME, a minor fucking role to be around to help. 
you can do it on your own, because your SO FUCKING great. 
kudos to you. 

top braces on next week, after that i doubt you will see me in band anymore. 
because its gna HURT like it did when i put my bottom brace on. 
so im NOT coming for band because it FUCKING HURTS.

yes braces as an excuse. 
braces is not an excuse, why dont you go get them done and come back in 3 days to try playing your instrument. 
impress me you fucking bitch. 
IMPRESS ME. 

oh wait, you probably dont have the money/time/because you love band so much you wouldnt get 'em done. 
wow. once again, IMPRESS ME BITCH. OR SUCK MY ASS. 
FUCK YOU. 

& get well soon kaiho O: 
& max i know your that pig. 
& zomg theres school tmr! (: 
& im not going for band on friday ;O 
i guess you already know that since its obvious im gna PON band. 
ya la, so smart. 
share some smartness & stop studying so hard cause it doesnt really work. instead it stresses your oh-so-cute brain out D:
& ILY TOOTY-FACE. <3, BRUSHY-FACE
ok wtf that is so gay. 

CNY, other than the money, there really isnt anything special.
i know i know. i can already hear some people going "walao, money face freak. everyday also moneymoneymoney"
firstly, let me assure you im not the only person going MOnEYMONEYMONEY every minute.
secondly, i am kinda money face and i admit it. so now, tell me something i dont know.

its gonna be pretty boring hopping from one relative's house to another.
gah, really not looking forward to it. AT ALL.
so im probably gna be listening to the radio the whole time. D<
BALLS.
call me an anti social freak.

im gna go sleep.
because im a boring person.